"I Know More Than You do"

I HATE YOU when you said that..

Can't you just for once understand what it feels like, when someone told you that right in your face?
dudeeeeeeeeeeeee...

You were once a teenager too. Please try to understand.
I could be mean to you, but I'm not..So why does it seem to me that you are forcing me to be?

You were already explaining things that I already understand but never care about.
Why bother?

"You'll understand someday", that's what you said.
Did it ever occurred to you that I already know?
Have you ever thought that if I am asking you, I am seeking for a confirmation?
Feels like I can't stand with my own feet when you're lying straight to my face.

I couldn't tell if you're doing it to protect me or to cover your pride.
Honestly, I just don't care anymore.

But please, do not ever tell anyone that you know more than they do.
It just sounds absurd.

katakan YA kepada jiran yang bising

SEKALUNG TAHNIAH DAN PENGHARGAAN diberikan kepada jiran depan rumah hamba..

yaaaaa jiran depan rumahku,
Hamba berharap anda sekeluarga akan teruskan usaha anda untuk terus menjerit-jerit tak kira waktu,
usaha anda itu amat dihargai terutamanya pada waktu malam, kerana apa?
kerana anda pastinya akan menyumbang kepada penurunan kadar jenayah ragut dan pecah rumah di kawasan perumahan ini..
Bagaimana? dengan suara anda yang sungguh lantang itu, pastinya akan membantutkan segala usaha pencopek-pencopek untuk bekerja..
Teruskan usaha murni anda itu..

YAAA... syabas diucapkan kepada anda..syabas bette..syabas inspektor sahab..

kyuhyunnnnnnnn

aiseh camne lah boleh terminat plak kat mamat korea nih..xpernah pernah aku sangkut..

haaaaaaa....cair~~~~

bye

Sometimes I need to be left alone.

What makes me annoyed is when someone didn't know just when to shut their mouth.
Every people are different, and so am I (that makes us the same, even though we're different). What the..
so my point is, there are times when I don't feel like talking. You should know just by looking at me. Well actually there are some clues to know just when a person doesn't feel like chit chatting..

A) A: hey hey waaasup?? are you okay? where did you go last time? are you going to eat that? do you miss me?
    B: yeah...

B) A: why did the vet do that? so where do you.. (couldn't finish the sentence)
    B: I DON'T KNOW !!!!!!!

C) A: Don't you think this is great? we can finally go to the movies and watch "Cik Kiah the movie"..weeeee
    B: ......

Well, at least I do all that. I'm usually the B type..
 In my case, when I do that, I always got screamed and cursed at.. and then, I would feel like my ears are bleeding. (talk about being the youngest one!!). Then, I would start imagining things like I'm going to go to a place 1000 miles away from you and I'm going to cherish every moment and every second of it. Or, I would imagine mean words to say in my head, like you're a douche or something. Then I would usually go in a state of denial, like NOOOO who says you're better than me? excuse me, you're far worse than me..if someone's doing really fine, IT WOULD BE ME!..

Off course, I never say any of these things. But it doesn't mean I forgot them.

Ok, so this is really belongs to a teenager. You could see it's pretty amateurishly written, but this is pure honest and pure evil.

no idea for the title

sometimes people underestimate you, you just go and prove them wrong.
you give them a benefit of doubt, but then they just take it the wrong way.
sometimes you give your blood, sweat and tears, but it's just not working.
sometimes you feel like giving up, but you started to feel disgust at yourself.
you hate the feeling of giving up, but sometimes you can't help it.
then you realise that everything's a gift.
although it harms you a bit here and there, it makes you a human being.

sakitnya hatiku

Aku ada hantar emel dekat *Tuuuut* lepas dapat keputusan SACE. Tarikh yang sebetul-betulnya aku xingat lah bile, tapi yang pasti tak sampai seminggu lepas dapat keputusan la..aku pun takdelah nak bagi harapan yang esok atau 2,3 hari lagi aku akan dapat jawapan tentang soalan aku tu..

aku pon tunggu..

1minggu...

2minggu.......

3minggu....


tup tup...baru semalam aku dapat balasan dari die..WAHHHH...ada juga orang prihatin denagn masalah aku (walaupon berjanggut tunggu)

aku pon bace...

"Sila kemukakan permohonan secara bertulis ke Unit ini untuk tindakan lanjut.

Sekian, dimaklumkan"

oh xpe lahh. betul lah tu. Memang kene buat surat pun..TAPI, disebabkan semalam tuh dah pon 12 januari dan aku telah pon menyelesaikan segala bagai yang perlu dan setelah berhabisan duit untuk segala bagai itu...aku pikir, 

xjadilah nak belajar kat situ. (dan emel tuh memang tak menjawab soalan-soalan aku pon..)

aku pun dengan merendah dirinya membalas emel tersebut semalam (12 januari) ..pendek je..yelah xkan lah aku nk ckp pulak disebabkan dia lambat balas, aku xjadi nak buat ape yg aku nak buat? tuh boleh bikin dia panasss..aku pon taknak lah cari masalah pulak..

tibe-tibe, tanggal 13 januari pada pukul 12.30 tengah hari..aku telah mendapat balasan emel yang amat pantas, cekap dan efisyen...die tulis..

"Noted.

 

Please make up your mind before you make any inquiries."

  

Pelik gak aku...kalau bab itu cepat je die balas..tapi mungkinlah sebab sebelum nih dia sibuk, dan kebetulan semalam atau hari ni dia tak sibuk...

xpe xpe...mungkin ini lah caranya Allah nak tunjuk kat aku yg sememangnye dah memang aku perlu belajar di sana...thank you Allah..

PEACE BABY!!

some quotes *thanks to dr.Google* heheh

Funny ones..

I have heard there are troubles of more than one kind.
Some come from ahead and some come from behind.
But I've bought a big bat.  I'm all ready you see.
Now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
~Dr. Seuss

When life gives you lemons, please, just don't squirt them in other people's eyes.  ~J. Andrew Helt

Something to really think about

If you're in a bad situation, don't worry it'll change.  If you're in a good situation, don't worry it'll change.  ~John A. Simone, Sr.

As long as you keep getting born, it's alright to die some times.  ~Orson Scott Card

God gave burdens, also shoulders.  ~Yiddish Proverb

I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders.  ~Jewish Proverb

Sometimes the littlest things in life are the hardest to take.  You can sit on a mountain more comfortably than on a tack.  ~Author Unknown

Birds sing after a storm; why shouldn't people feel as free to delight in whatever remains to them?  ~Rose F. Kennedy

Sad but true..

There are some defeats more triumphant than victories.  ~Michel de Montaigne

Damaged people are dangerous.  They know they can survive.  ~Josephine Hart

The turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core of strength within you that survives all hurt.  ~Max Lerner, The Unfinished Country, 1950

The trouble with most of us is that we would rather be ruined by praise than saved by criticism.  ~Norman Vincent Peale

When suffering comes, we yearn for some sign from God, forgetting we have just had one.  ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960

Having is not so pleasing a thing as wanting, it may not be logical but it is often true.  ~Mr. Spock, Star Trek

Life

There's a bit of magic in everything, and some loss to even things out.  ~Lou Reed, "Magic and Loss"

Smooth seas do not make skillful sailors.  ~African Proverb

He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.  ~Friedrich Nietzsche

The gem cannot be polished without friction nor man without trials.  ~Confucius

There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature.  A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.  ~Harry Crews

When you're feeling your worst, that's when you get to know yourself the best.  ~Leslie Grossman

p/s: I underlined the ones which appeal to me the most, although I don't fully agree with Harry Crews (the last underlined). Scars would always be there for us to see it, don't they? maybe the wound is closed and healed, but it will always be there right?