"I Know More Than You do"

I HATE YOU when you said that..

Can't you just for once understand what it feels like, when someone told you that right in your face?
dudeeeeeeeeeeeee...

You were once a teenager too. Please try to understand.
I could be mean to you, but I'm not..So why does it seem to me that you are forcing me to be?

You were already explaining things that I already understand but never care about.
Why bother?

"You'll understand someday", that's what you said.
Did it ever occurred to you that I already know?
Have you ever thought that if I am asking you, I am seeking for a confirmation?
Feels like I can't stand with my own feet when you're lying straight to my face.

I couldn't tell if you're doing it to protect me or to cover your pride.
Honestly, I just don't care anymore.

But please, do not ever tell anyone that you know more than they do.
It just sounds absurd.

katakan YA kepada jiran yang bising

SEKALUNG TAHNIAH DAN PENGHARGAAN diberikan kepada jiran depan rumah hamba..

yaaaaa jiran depan rumahku,
Hamba berharap anda sekeluarga akan teruskan usaha anda untuk terus menjerit-jerit tak kira waktu,
usaha anda itu amat dihargai terutamanya pada waktu malam, kerana apa?
kerana anda pastinya akan menyumbang kepada penurunan kadar jenayah ragut dan pecah rumah di kawasan perumahan ini..
Bagaimana? dengan suara anda yang sungguh lantang itu, pastinya akan membantutkan segala usaha pencopek-pencopek untuk bekerja..
Teruskan usaha murni anda itu..

YAAA... syabas diucapkan kepada anda..syabas bette..syabas inspektor sahab..

kyuhyunnnnnnnn

aiseh camne lah boleh terminat plak kat mamat korea nih..xpernah pernah aku sangkut..

haaaaaaa....cair~~~~

bye

Sometimes I need to be left alone.

What makes me annoyed is when someone didn't know just when to shut their mouth.
Every people are different, and so am I (that makes us the same, even though we're different). What the..
so my point is, there are times when I don't feel like talking. You should know just by looking at me. Well actually there are some clues to know just when a person doesn't feel like chit chatting..

A) A: hey hey waaasup?? are you okay? where did you go last time? are you going to eat that? do you miss me?
    B: yeah...

B) A: why did the vet do that? so where do you.. (couldn't finish the sentence)
    B: I DON'T KNOW !!!!!!!

C) A: Don't you think this is great? we can finally go to the movies and watch "Cik Kiah the movie"..weeeee
    B: ......

Well, at least I do all that. I'm usually the B type..
 In my case, when I do that, I always got screamed and cursed at.. and then, I would feel like my ears are bleeding. (talk about being the youngest one!!). Then, I would start imagining things like I'm going to go to a place 1000 miles away from you and I'm going to cherish every moment and every second of it. Or, I would imagine mean words to say in my head, like you're a douche or something. Then I would usually go in a state of denial, like NOOOO who says you're better than me? excuse me, you're far worse than me..if someone's doing really fine, IT WOULD BE ME!..

Off course, I never say any of these things. But it doesn't mean I forgot them.

Ok, so this is really belongs to a teenager. You could see it's pretty amateurishly written, but this is pure honest and pure evil.

no idea for the title

sometimes people underestimate you, you just go and prove them wrong.
you give them a benefit of doubt, but then they just take it the wrong way.
sometimes you give your blood, sweat and tears, but it's just not working.
sometimes you feel like giving up, but you started to feel disgust at yourself.
you hate the feeling of giving up, but sometimes you can't help it.
then you realise that everything's a gift.
although it harms you a bit here and there, it makes you a human being.

sakitnya hatiku

Aku ada hantar emel dekat *Tuuuut* lepas dapat keputusan SACE. Tarikh yang sebetul-betulnya aku xingat lah bile, tapi yang pasti tak sampai seminggu lepas dapat keputusan la..aku pun takdelah nak bagi harapan yang esok atau 2,3 hari lagi aku akan dapat jawapan tentang soalan aku tu..

aku pon tunggu..

1minggu...

2minggu.......

3minggu....


tup tup...baru semalam aku dapat balasan dari die..WAHHHH...ada juga orang prihatin denagn masalah aku (walaupon berjanggut tunggu)

aku pon bace...

"Sila kemukakan permohonan secara bertulis ke Unit ini untuk tindakan lanjut.

Sekian, dimaklumkan"

oh xpe lahh. betul lah tu. Memang kene buat surat pun..TAPI, disebabkan semalam tuh dah pon 12 januari dan aku telah pon menyelesaikan segala bagai yang perlu dan setelah berhabisan duit untuk segala bagai itu...aku pikir, 

xjadilah nak belajar kat situ. (dan emel tuh memang tak menjawab soalan-soalan aku pon..)

aku pun dengan merendah dirinya membalas emel tersebut semalam (12 januari) ..pendek je..yelah xkan lah aku nk ckp pulak disebabkan dia lambat balas, aku xjadi nak buat ape yg aku nak buat? tuh boleh bikin dia panasss..aku pon taknak lah cari masalah pulak..

tibe-tibe, tanggal 13 januari pada pukul 12.30 tengah hari..aku telah mendapat balasan emel yang amat pantas, cekap dan efisyen...die tulis..

"Noted.

 

Please make up your mind before you make any inquiries."

  

Pelik gak aku...kalau bab itu cepat je die balas..tapi mungkinlah sebab sebelum nih dia sibuk, dan kebetulan semalam atau hari ni dia tak sibuk...

xpe xpe...mungkin ini lah caranya Allah nak tunjuk kat aku yg sememangnye dah memang aku perlu belajar di sana...thank you Allah..

PEACE BABY!!

some quotes *thanks to dr.Google* heheh

Funny ones..

I have heard there are troubles of more than one kind.
Some come from ahead and some come from behind.
But I've bought a big bat.  I'm all ready you see.
Now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!
~Dr. Seuss

When life gives you lemons, please, just don't squirt them in other people's eyes.  ~J. Andrew Helt

Something to really think about

If you're in a bad situation, don't worry it'll change.  If you're in a good situation, don't worry it'll change.  ~John A. Simone, Sr.

As long as you keep getting born, it's alright to die some times.  ~Orson Scott Card

God gave burdens, also shoulders.  ~Yiddish Proverb

I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders.  ~Jewish Proverb

Sometimes the littlest things in life are the hardest to take.  You can sit on a mountain more comfortably than on a tack.  ~Author Unknown

Birds sing after a storm; why shouldn't people feel as free to delight in whatever remains to them?  ~Rose F. Kennedy

Sad but true..

There are some defeats more triumphant than victories.  ~Michel de Montaigne

Damaged people are dangerous.  They know they can survive.  ~Josephine Hart

The turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core of strength within you that survives all hurt.  ~Max Lerner, The Unfinished Country, 1950

The trouble with most of us is that we would rather be ruined by praise than saved by criticism.  ~Norman Vincent Peale

When suffering comes, we yearn for some sign from God, forgetting we have just had one.  ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960

Having is not so pleasing a thing as wanting, it may not be logical but it is often true.  ~Mr. Spock, Star Trek

Life

There's a bit of magic in everything, and some loss to even things out.  ~Lou Reed, "Magic and Loss"

Smooth seas do not make skillful sailors.  ~African Proverb

He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.  ~Friedrich Nietzsche

The gem cannot be polished without friction nor man without trials.  ~Confucius

There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature.  A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.  ~Harry Crews

When you're feeling your worst, that's when you get to know yourself the best.  ~Leslie Grossman

p/s: I underlined the ones which appeal to me the most, although I don't fully agree with Harry Crews (the last underlined). Scars would always be there for us to see it, don't they? maybe the wound is closed and healed, but it will always be there right?

RIP hitam..

we had her just for 3 days. Yet, look at the impacts she had left us. My dad and i buried her yesterday morning, and my sister didn't talk much all day long. At night, I heard her cried because she grew to love Hitam so much since the first day when we got her. Then, my sis had a flu. Poor her. She never saw an animal having a sakarat (just before she died, she made this awful sound like a cat meowing in pain. *rabbits do not make any sound*) before her own eyes and this is the first for her.

i love you

kuala lumpur, my hometown

splendid view of klcc in the night sky

love the way the light shines

the contrasting modern kl tower and the old buildings

traffic in the middle of kl

gotta love the white building and the pre-war buildings in kl

no traffic, no kl =)

spot the green?

gotta love the way the tower stands out in the beautiful sky

marvelous, isn't it?

the famous jalan TAR

just a random girl walking by..=)

this is the jalan TAR i know..

raining in kl, really limits the sight while driving

i love kl

the story of bunnies

I have a bunny

He's healthy

this is a gift form my bunny when i tried to clean him

one day he got sick

so we took him to the vets

the vet told us to feed the little one with this twice a day

and the vet also told us that our bunny is actually a she...dun dun dun~

so we took her back home

few days later, we bought another female bunny *yeap we're sure about this one..

and they live happily ever after...

..NOT !!!

they had to be separated

but always have their eyes on each other

this is to illustrate how small this bunny is..

but things aren't so bad now for both of them..i mean the newbie is a little bit cool about everything. it's the old bunny that is too aggressive..
BUT MAN.....look at how adorable they are

peace!

goosebumps

John Mayer- Waiting on the world to change

the video is specially made to change the people's perception to the deaf.. for so many years, deaf people could do so many things but they are often misunderstood by other people.

It's time to ask ourselves, why couldn't we listen to others although our ears could work just fine?

in some ways, i think the video could be used to make people aware about other people that have have different physicality, race, skin, ability, religion , culture and country. I mean we share this world, we should at least be able to live peacefully together.

so what do you think of the song?
PEACE!!!

banyak lelaki tak suke perempuan pakai selendang?

aku rase blog nih dah lama, 2009 pon...tapi macam masih relevan je topik nih..(yeke?)

kalau nak tengok, nih link die,
http://zelo55.com/2009/09/tudung-lekat-atau-lekap-bukan-pilihan-ramai-lelaki/

aku bukan ape, aku emo sebab ada yang taip (bukan penulis blog) perempuan kalau xelok pakai selendang, xpayahlah pakai, pakai tudung bawal yg biasa tuh pon lawa. memanglah betul apa yg dikatakan itu...TETAPI, aku nak tanye sikit, ape hak kau nak suruh orang pakai ape? suka hati lah orang nak pakai ape pon..xmenyusahkan kau lah..kalau dah die suke pakai selendang dari tudung bawal, itu hak die, walaupon die xnmpk comel pakai selendang tuh..kau xpayah nak cakap oranglah...tengok dulu diri sendiri (mcm hensem sgt..)..

dah la..malas nak cakap lebih2..

Don't let someone tell you that you can't do what you want, even if he's your dad. You gotta protect your dream.

THAT..is my facebook status.

I heard it while watching pursuit of happyness. well, maybe the quote is not exactly like that, but more or less, that's what it meant.

just think about it. This quote is absolutely right for me..i think i've followed the message even before i've heard it. and i'm still going to hold on to this quote..

yep, that's about it.

aku janji...

1) nak bawak buku yg aku beru beli tadi
2) nak sentiase bawak gambar keluarge dengan kawan-kawan dalam beg duit
3) nak jadi macam Aang
4) nak belajar macam punsukh wangdu
5) nak pentingkan prinsip masa mcm imam syafi'e
6) xnak hidup utk mengadap buku je kat sane, ape gunenye aku ke sane kalau blaja rupe itu..
7) bila sedih, nak dengar lagu-lagu maher zain
8) untuk sentiase ingat impian aku
9) nak bergurau ngan kawan-kawan
10) nak telefon rumah sekurang-kurangnya sekali sebulan
11) nak belajar masak
12) nak jadi orang teliti
13) nak jadi macam ape yg ditulis dalam sajak "if"
14) kalau xcukup duit, nak kerja kumpul duit
15) nak bawa selendang-selendang yang ade
16) nak jage keychain merah jambu elok-elok
17) sentiase pandang dan ingat tempat yg aku pergi
18) tanye orang kalau xtau ape-ape
19) gigit lidah kalau nak mengeluh
20) sentiase tulis ape-ape yang terlintas sebelom aku terlupa

memang nmpk remeh, tapi hanya aku dan Allah saje yang tau maksudnya..*kire simbolik la...

3 sisters

It was once broken home but, the 3 sisters managed to fix the home..or what's left of it. The 3 sisters only have each other in this world, and they know it. As a human being though, they seem to forget what they've been through together all these years.

The eldest is the one who would normally take care of her sisters' welfare. She is the kind of who would play with the middle and youngest sisters, take them everywhere and go shopping with them. She would always buy everything for her dear little sisters. As sweet as she sound, she could change the atmosphere in the room by saying things that she shouldn't have, although her words are always the truth. As the eldest, her little sisters would always turn to her whenever they need comfort and guide. The first sister almost always managed to soothe her siblings with her wisdom. She's always has something to do..

The youngest one always look up to her and thought of her as the "second mom". The middle child knows that the eldest would do anything for her anytime, but she tends to forget.

The middle sister is the one who would normally suffer from "middle child syndrome". Hard-headed, short-tempered, feeling ignored and insecure, that's probably some words to describe her..She would always be the one to blame if anything else fail. Always mad at the world, everything is unfair to her. She got lots of issues dealing with herself. But no one knows that she's tougher than she looks. She's not afraid of anything. The elder sister is always worried about her, and attempted to talk to her..but with the wrong method.

The youngest is negligent but often miracle happened and sided to her. She is hard-headed too, but it seems right in her world. She would protect what she believes in and she'd protect her dream as well. She's kinda sloppy, but she doesn't care as long as she feels right.. She tends to go against the flow and sometimes she's stuck in the wave before she could find her way back. Yeah, she looks up to her sis, but the people she looks up to always inspire her to not be like them. All the frustration she had, she took it to her heart and never ever forget them. She wants to be a somebody. She has lists of things she wants to do and take her family to a better home. She still has a long long way to go, but the girl would never give up although at times, she tripped and fell. Vengeance to the people she hates , to the people she loves, and to what she hasn't got, always helps her to stand up again.