Numb and Dumb ?

I'm allowed to feel numb and dumb at the same time on any day, right? I mean, come on...humans are allowed to feel like that once in a while. Although I don't remember how many times I've felt like this before, I know that I don't want to ever feel like that again. Feeling numb is not pleasant as you can't feel anything around you, let alone feeling dumb..SOOOO, what the hell is my point??

I don't know

wtf??

ok ok..continue..

Do you know the feeling of giving up? I know the term " giving up" is not really an optimistic one, but..you know, once in a while, we feel it. Like totally..a loser..so what? being a loser can be beneficial to us if we know how to deal with it. Losing can actually make you strong. Especially when it comes to losing something..or rather..someone that you care the most. Somehow, we manage to get by.

Well what I'm trying to say is..I feel numb and dumb when I am giving up, or losing something I love. feel like there is nothing I could do about it. It's true if it's about death. There is nothing I could do about it. BUT..I could change the outcome by living a contented life.

Giving up..that's a whole different story..As I said earlier, sometimes we are on the verge of giving up. Given a little push from the back, we'd be tumbling down.
However, I always tell myself this: "Awesome People Never Give Up. Be Awesome! "